I feel like a total bitch right now…..
Ok!
So this guy asked for my number over facebook back in December and he said he thought I was “cute”. I gave it to him (WANTING TO BE NICE!) and I told him I didn’t like him the way he liked me cause he told me he liked me. We had a semester long class together and he’s never talked to me, EVER! All we did was text each other!!
Well this past month I ignored all of his text cause the last time we talked he talked about 4play and sex. Well this evening I felt really bad for ignoring him and so I texted him “Hola” and we just talked about general stuff. After a bit I asked him about exam’s and I was wondering if he had any to take (Note: regular school talk, nothing fancy) and he said no and than said we should hang out. This itn’t the first time he asked me to hang out or to go on a date.
I asked where and he said (of all places) Lizards Thicket…….
I totally lost all feelings of sorry-ness for him after that. Now (yet again) I want nothing to do with him……
I don’t want to me be mean but I don’t want to lead him on. I feel lost and I feel like a horrible person.
I always prayed to god to send someone my way to like me (I know that’s stupid, I should get up and go out and find my own man…. I know!) and know here’s this guy and I am pushing him away.
We don’t have anything in common, I think he’s boring and I just don’t like him! Now I feel like an uber bitch for talking to him agian!!!
I need some advie on this and noting mean please? I’ve already beated myself up about this :(
